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the moment you're ready to quit is usually the moment right before a miracle happen. don't give up! pagi ini kepikiran skripsi lagi, belum ngapa-ngapain sampe sekarang. yaa baru sekadar konsul pra penelitian buat April akhir nanti. nyiapin beberapa instrumen dan ngerombak beberapa part proposal juga untuk izin penelitian. jujur sebenernya saya cukup keteteran di semester 8 ini, PPL dan skripsi yang dilakukan bersamaan bukan hal yang mudah. belum lagi saya ambil PPL di tempat-yang-tidak-boleh-disebut-namanya (you know what i mean lah) yang benar-benar harus serius dan sungguh-sungguh. makanya saya berniat ambil skripsi yang biasa aja. toh ada pepatah "Skripsi gak berbanding lurus dengan dunia kerja, itu cuma syarat lulus aja. jadi ngapain bagus-bagus, yang penting bisa cepet lulus kan?" Trully agreed! oh gosh semester ini bukan hal gampang. gimana caranya saya bisa maksimal di kedua-duanya sedangkan saya juga manusia biasa yang butuh refreshing dan istirahat cukup....

Think lying is better than telling the (painful) truth? Think again. One day, people will know you lied. And it gives much more pain. I sometimes feel, it so hurts to hear the truth. Some truth really is painful. But then I know how it feels. it's always much more painful to know the truth that someone lied to you. this is originally repost from Rahmi's blog . well i feel in the same way

yesterday i called my mom and said Happy Birthday. yes March, 17th is mommys day. mom who already reach her half of century hehe alhamdulillahirabbilalamin Allah trust and guide her till that age to accompanying our little family and gives the best service. thank you for being our everlasting and best mother, friend, and teacher. Allah always bless you, Mom! i know my letter will not ever read by you but i'm sure that my prayer always goes to you wherever. stay healthy and happy, keep inspiring to slap me with your meaningfull words, and you know whenever i still need you to watch my back, to gives me such precious support system. my love will not stop embracing you from i was born and still counting

and here i am in front of my computer. being alone in my rent room, with reproduction chapter of campbell book beside me but i prefer to turn my self for a while. just for relax. well here it is the start to tell something. i am now doing teaching practice in 3 Senior High School. as i told you before, i am not a smartest person in my college who brave to take a chance being a teacher (wanna be -which they called 'guru PPL') in that school, i just try to fulfill my curiousity and challenge my self. i know enough about the school because i have several friends back then from that school. most of them now in ITB and i still adore them. they're who active, very smart, and open minded. even they have a high academic target which i can't even imaging but they still have much time to play around. balancing their adolescence. so i really curious about their high school. what kind of school their are studying? how is the atmosphere of study there? how about the teacher and th...

daily reminder that the boy you're in love with at 16 probably won't matter when you're 25 daily remindar that the math test you failed your freshman year of high school probably won't matter when you're graduating college daily reminder that the problems you're facing today may seem like the worlds end, but they will not matter in a year daily reminder that you're going to be okay everything is going to be okay