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well done! my second pamflet project for BFUB XIV -my department 2012 big project. because the competition is for junior high school student so i made it as funny and childhood as i can. hope this BFUB be success, so awesome, and get a huge of participants (more and more than last year) aaaamin

tugas numpuk, ujian mengkhawatirkan, pemahaman kurang, deadline organisasi banyak kelewat, sering hopeless, nangis, rasa sabar tingkat dewa, tabungan menipis, pola makan berantakan, sering pulang malem, jarang keluar Setiabudhi, gogirl ga kebaca, blog ga update. sesuatu! *blah. terus aja ngehina semester 3, liat woy apa yang udah kamu lakuin, ga cukup cuma ngehina keadaan!

fyi this week may gonna be my very busy and tired week blaaaah. imagine, i will have 2 trip which those all not a short trip. oke we can call it as Field trip and it's kinda a obligation for student of biology departement for having some field trip. of course it's not same with study tour which has even only a limit time for having a lill bit jollying. we only go there for studying! only studying! and after that a bunch of assigment and task is waiting to do. start from photos album, a report, and a short presentation. aaaaaah sigh! and this week is begin. on wednesday, i am going to Bogor Botanical Ganden and Nusantara Flower Park for Botani Phanerogame subject. and on friday till sunday, i am going to Sayang Heulang Beach, Pameungpeuk, Garut, West Java for Botani Cryptogamae subject. i'm sure that these will be a hard-working days for completing all necessity from my lecture in those 3 places. besides, we don't know how weather there, how we manage our each time to ha...

sungguh, berawal yang ga niat puasa karena (lagi-lagi) gue ga tau kalo hari ini tepat tanggal 10 Muharram dan disunahkan puasa, untungnya anak kosan pada berisik sekitar jam 4 subuh gitu. gue kebangun sambil penuh heran kenapa ko ruang TV rame banget sambil kedengeran kelontrang-kelontrang suara piring dan sendok sekarang kan hari selasa tapi ko pada makan subuh-subuh ya? tanya gue sambil ngumpulin fokus mata abis bangun tidur. eh pas gue inget-inget lagi sekarang tuh emang bulan Muharram, waduh jangan-jangan hari ini tuh tanggal 10 Muharram. langsung lah nyalain lampu kamar dan liat kalender, ngitung hari dari tanggal 1 Muharram pas tanggal 27 Desember. exactly! today is 10th of Muharram. langsung lah gue ngambil makan buat sahur karena pas liat jam tinggal 10 menit lagi adzan subuh. sambil makan sambil liatin jam takutnya ga keburu minum. tapi alhamdulillah masih sempet minum tepat adzan dimulai. padahal pas solat subuh gue mikir, bener ga ya tanggal 10 Muharram itu ada puasanya? s...

dan gue baru nyadar kalo hari ini udah tanggal 4 Desember lagi aja. shock! jadi artinya deadline pengumpulan tugas akhir semakin deket sementara belum ada satupun yang kepegang. materi uas apalagi belum ada yang dibaca. oke i hate being my self like this, crying? come on i have in 19 now and at least a month later officially being 20. gue sempet bingung semester 3 ini gue ngapain aja, sampe-sampe tugas setumpuk itu ga bisa dicicil, oh well tugasnya emang super duper banyak selesai tugas yang satu ada lagi 2 tugas yang lain. padahal gue udah rela-relain semster 3 ini jadi semester terpurba dimana gue cuma ada waktu nonton dan jalan-jalan sekali dalam sebulan, ke rumah nenek yang biasanya bisa 2 kali sebulan, sekarang sebulan sekali juga udah sujud syukur. aaaaah manusia emang bisanya cuma ngeluh seakan-akan hidup itu cuma urusan kita dan urusan tugas! padahal kalo kita pikir lagi semua nikmat yang kita rasain jauh lebih besar dari semua masalah dan tugas. jadi ngapain juga sebenernya ki...

“ Sesungguhnya kita tidak pernah kecewa pada seseorang, kita kecewa karena harapan yg telah kita bangun sendiri pd seseorang tersebut. ” Rangga Umara via Kuniawan Gunadi

this is my december this is all so clear just wish that i didn't feel like there was something i missed and that just a lill bite of Linking Park lyric , shows that now is in December. and it's all clear! 2011 will gonna change to 2o12, my age gonna 20 on January, my study will on 4th semester, and all will be change. and the changing could be happened to my self. with all of the history madly, jolly, galau-ing in 2011 , wish that all could be a whiplash of my life and i can take at less one lesson. and at last i'm only a human being which still have any repairment to be a better i'm. hope this december will be nice, all my big project well done in time, i could handle my examination as well as i prepare it from now, i could be more helpfully person for everyone, and Allah always give His love. later? go vacation on January!