Kecewa sama Diri Sendiri????

Akhirnya UTS asrama selesai juga...huuufffff...
meskipun sebenernya gag menguras tenaga banget tapi tetep aja menguras sistem otak kiri aku.
Dan hari ini adalah pengumuman keseluruhan dari nilai UTS-nya.

Desperate banget!!!!

gimana nggak coba? dari 6 pelajaran cuma empat yang lulus...
dan pada dasarnya aku nggak nyalahin siapapun karena itu SALAH AKU SENDIRI, sok sok-an nggak belajar dan malah milih tidur.
Kalo udah kayak gini siapa coba yang salah????
rasain tuh...emang enak apa dapet remedial.

maafin sayah ya ustadz dan ustadzah...
sayah emang anak yang nggak tau diri...

Padahal kan mereka udah baiiiiiiiiiikkk banget mau ngajarin semua ilmunya tapi balesannya dari aku malah kayak gitu...

ya ampunn...really i fell dissapointed with my self T_T



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