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Dear Binar, Sometimes I look at you and realize how much of our story begins with you. From the moment you came into our lives, you changed everything. You made Ibu and ayah parents, and through you, we began this journey of learning how to love, nurture, and guide. Thank you for being our teacher in ways you may never realize—your first smile, your cries, your milestones, and even your challenges have shaped us into the parents we are becoming. I want to apologize, my love. We are not perfect, and we know we have stumbled along the way. We are still learning, and sometimes our best may not feel like enough. Especially now, with the arrival of your younger sibling, our attention is often divided, and I know you may sometimes feel like you have to share pieces of us. Please know that this does not mean you are loved any less. In fact, our love for you only grows deeper as we see you stepping into the role of an older sibling with patience and kindness. You are our first, our precious be...

Di akhir tahun 2024, aku dan suami akhirnya memutuskan untuk memiliki anak lagi. Dengan segala konsekuensi yang akan kita jalani bersama dan kondisi yang akan sangat berbeda saat ada anak pertama, tiba-tiba keberanian itu datang dengan sendirinya.  Di bulan Desember 2024 akhirnya pergi ke bidan dekat rumah untuk lepas IUD yang belum genap 5 tahun. Ternyata, di bulan depannya (Januari 2025) mensku telat dan ketika cek testpack hasilnya garis 2. Awalnya gak percaya karena ternyata testpacknya expired. Beli lagi dan hasilnya tetap garis 2. Dar der dor rasanya. Tapi lebih excited karena memang udah direncanakan. Awal Februari 2025 cek ke dokter obgyns di Karawang pertama kali. Belum ada pengalaman jadinya tanya sana sini dan akhirnya pilih ke dr. Erda, Sp.OG karena jadwal dan tempat praktiknya yang cocok. Pas periksa ternyata udah 8 minggu dan sudah ada janinnya. Saat itu emesis belum terjadi. Masih enjoy dan bahagia banget. Minggu depannya mulailah drama TM 1 dimulai. Rasanya lebih be...